Providing a Safe Space for a Soul
If you read my last blog entry, you know that I’m in my seventh week of pregnancy and that levels weren’t rising properly.
It has been confirmed that this is not a healthy pregnancy and with any luck nature will take its course and I’ll soon miscarry without needing medical intervention.
I knew in my gut and in my heart that it wasn’t meant to end in a healthy baby and naturally I was sad, but what has dawned on me after a conversation with a dear friend is that I’ve been able to provide a soul in need of a safe space a home for a while, and that is a beautiful thing.
A few months ago when we were strongly considering adoption, I felt and heard a soul crying out for me during an intense meditation and I didn’t know who or why, but I knew it was a child who needed my help somehow.
When I did my first meditation very early in this pregnancy, I suddenly wept for this same soul as arch angels surrounded my bed side. I cried and cried while sending it healing and I didn’t understand why, but I hoped somehow it would still end well.
I guess in a way it did. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I‘m hopeful that a healthy soul will eventually take up space inside my now healthy body where I can nurture him for nine months and a lifetime.
Right now I will wish this one inside of me peace and send him on his way.
Thank you for reading and for your prayers. I love you! Xoxo
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