If you read my last blog entry, you know that I’m in my seventh week of pregnancy and that levels weren’t rising properly.
It has been confirmed that this is not a healthy pregnancy and with any luck nature will take its course and I’ll soon miscarry without needing medical intervention.
I knew in my gut and in my heart that it wasn’t meant to end in a healthy baby and naturally I was sad, but what has dawned on me after a conversation with a dear friend is that I’ve been able to provide a soul in need of a safe space a home for a while, and that is a beautiful thing.
A few months ago when we were strongly considering adoption, I felt and heard a soul crying out for me during an intense meditation and I didn’t know who or why, but I knew it was a child who needed my help somehow.
When I did my first meditation very early in this pregnancy, I suddenly wept for this same soul as arch angels surrounded my bed side. I cried and cried while sending it healing and I didn’t understand why, but I hoped somehow it would still end well.
I guess in a way it did. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I‘m hopeful that a healthy soul will eventually take up space inside my now healthy body where I can nurture him for nine months and a lifetime.
Right now I will wish this one inside of me peace and send him on his way.
Thank you for reading and for your prayers. I love you! Xoxo
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