Fear of Success
I hadn’t realized this is possible. I hadn’t thought about it at all, actually. 🤔
Until one day a few years ago, some silly online quiz came up with that result: ‘You Are Afraid of Success.’
Say what now???
Suddenly it hit me how much sense it makes. I am the only one holding me back from living the life of my dreams.
I have sort of settled for what my ego believes I’m deserving and capable of. I have been oh-so-fortunate to be blessed with the absolute best match for a partner, and together we created an amazing, healthy daughter. Also, I have managed, with lots of help, to heal my abused body.
I told myself this is enough. What I meant deep down is that surely if I have these beautiful people in my every day life, I’m not meant to go above and beyond to doing what I love and am most meant to do?!?
It would be too much. Too much health and wealth and happiness. There is no way I’m destined for greatness. So I won’t even try.
I’ll just coast along, content in my little shell of protection from the Big Bad Scary World.
It hit me all over again (as you can likely tell LOL), that I’m still, in fact, ‘afraid of success,’ because my ego tells me so.
Our egos are nothing more than our childhood beliefs clinging onto our True selves for dear life, unwilling to let go.
Mine is made of abuse and being told I’m stupid and worthless and will never get anywhere, because I‘m nothing.
Sounds beyond crazy, right? Yet that is what my false self clings onto out of a need for false safety!
You know what? Fuc* that! I am about to be forty and I’ll be damned if I’m going to let my ego decide what I’m deserving of. I am deciding to tune out those lying voices, to challenge them, and ask my True self-which is love- what am I meant to be doing today?
My goal is to help as many people as possible to heal and to live their best lives, and I won’t stop healing myself until I’m achieving that.
Because I deserve it, and so do you!
What are we afraid of other than our false beliefs limiting us?
NOPE! We’ve got this. 🙌🏼 Let’s push the boundaries and take a step outside of our comfort zone today. Let’s fuc* with our egos a little bit. It’s the only way to true freedom.
There are divine beings cheering us along on our journeys and loving us unconditionally. They want us to succeed!
There is more than enough to go around, for the universe is infinite. I promise.
I’m over here wishing you peace, joy, and freedom today, and I ask you, what are you holding back? Let’s get at it!
All my love and happy healing! Xoxo ❤️🙏🏼❤️
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